Saturday, January 14, 2012

Alone


Floor is full
Paired up in dance,
Some are in love
Rest in a trance.

You move your body
To music and beat,
Smile on your face
As you jiggle your feet.

Inside, you long
For a soul to behold..
Alone in the dark.
With a heart so cold.

Hurt by those closest
To you, your friends..
Misunderstood, you fail,
They dont get your trend.

They ignore and blame
You for your actions,
Without giving a chance
to know true emotions.

Left by those loved,
Ignored by those few,
Poked and prodded by
Those you thought you knew.

So alone in the dark
With light all around,
No music in the heart
As loud tunes abound.

Monday, January 9, 2012

That Kid

He carries a backpack heavier
than himself
Walks home in the hot humid evning,
miserable.
Tears on his cheeks, sobbing,
he walks like the wind..
Not fast enough to miss the hit
from mom right behind.
She hits him on the head and
screams at him, hits him again..
He takes it, cries some more,
and continues walking....

If only I could crossover and
smack that mom.
Give her a taste of pain and insult,
hoping she will stop.
Stop her anger from overpowering
her love, stop hurting..
Stop from hurting an innocent kid,
a man in the making.
For heaven forbid this man takes
the belt to his kid
Just coz he could not grow,
at the pace he chose fit.

The cycle continues....

Another kid with his mom visits
the supermarket
Wants something so small, a candy
and a biscuit packet
He's hungry and tired and looks
like he ran a marathon
For his small self, life seems like
a mountain does to his mom.
She refuses to give in, shouts at him,
screams and threatens,
Everyone watches along, afraid to interfere
and not brave enough to meddle

Is there a better way to talk to
your kid?
Is there a more loving voice
in your head?
Is your life so difficult and unbearable?
The why did you choose to give birth to an individual?

Should this cycle continue???

Thursday, January 5, 2012

What Now


The master calls his dog
who just watches with bored eyes
Seems to not budge, that hog,
He will move for some ice.
Of which theres no more...

The newly wed groom beckons
his bride to bed, all excited.
She's combing her hair, that pretense,
The mirror has yet to give a verdict.
Is the moon out of honey, no score?

The husband of two tens wishes
for some heart felt romance
She is as empty as him, those blues,
Their hearts vacuous, no loving glance.
How can this stalemate unfold??

What now?


Wait


All i wanted was attention..
All i wanted was support.
All i wanted was appreciation,
But theres too much competition.

Dont want to go against unknowns...
If my merit now is not enough, then
Is it every good for the throne?
Maybe peasants should be happy with hens.

I was so happy in ur arms,
Felt so alive and special..
Kisses were fireworks full of harm.
Knocked me off balance and left me humbled.

Now the winds blow a different direction,
Leaving me alone without cause or friend.
How long do I wait for complete realization?
How long before the forks start to bend and mend????