How does she ask for
Something she doesnt deserve?
How can she makeup
For all the months of hell?
For a loving doting mom
Turned into a stink bomb.
Stinking and ruining
All innocence and smiles..
Hurting and killing
Fragile little hearts.
Greedily selfishly she drank more,
Often Went into a coma to snore..
While she slept in stupor
Little hearts lost hope..
Whom do they turn to now
For macaroni and soap?
Protector turned abuser
Abuser turns murderer.
Killing respect for self
Always wanting to escape,
She did escape to emptiness
Leaving behind so many carcasses..
Those pretty eyes so very dear
Are just hopeless clouds of fear.
It took years to crumble
The most important in life
Clock will not turn back now.
Repent all she wants, it ticks away..
Will she ever be forgiven?
Not by others but herself?
